One day, suddenly received a msg from lee uni in fb. after 2 years, i met them back.
Me, casual wear. Girlish dressing but boyish pattern. Haha.
Yesh, mmin turns more leng lui already. Jealous.
Chris & WeiHan.
Lenglui En Ning & Cool Vesper.
Vesper.
Chris. Damn tall lo.
Lee uni.
Hamsap JunDa. Haha, just kidding. Got muscle jor.
Another tall guy, tower Peng. Next time should snap a standing pose. :D
Sunshine smile.
Chor5 lunch with munkei.
Next Monday gonna back to work but I study none. Shit. I need a bf who has engineering background as well. Then I can cope my things faster. *lol* Haha. Maybe too long being single, wanna some sweet.
Anyhow, it's still cny. I wish can earn more extra money in gambling! Huaaaaaat arh! :P
get rid of all the boring things and start working today. everything is going smoothly but one thing that lessen my productive increase my tired is "my head" is female. wtf. <(￣ ﹌ ￣)>
the worst nightmare comes. not so confident at this time. btw lecturers expect me to score distinction. hell man. godblessme. i just wanna pass only. :(
Sorry for all this blogspot neglect, I’ve just been so lazy with life. It is more like a plastic bag floating in the wind. Pretty useless.
I always tell myself don’t allow myself to wake up with yesterday’s issues troubling my mind. Refuse to live backwards, see everyday as a new chapter. So I think I'll not update the past time I spent. XD Never breathe for myself. I could have been happy; I could have faked a few emotions, and smiled a few more false smiles, but I’m a teenager. I wanted to be felt sorry for, I wanted to be focused on, and I wanted to have some cheer. Mama said sometimes I have to go alone. In the end my journey is reaching new heights and new speeds and it has frightening myself and falling down.
Yes, I'm not angel. I only know how hard it is when get lost. ***** cold is creeping into my core, and I am losing my ability to remember what it is to be a warm dreamer. hmph, it's time living in seclusion.
Because, she’ll only toss and turn in frustration, until sadness pulls her into sleep, and tears stain her pillow. You’ll be her first thought when she wakes up, and more than anything, she’ll wish she could go back to sleep, back to the silence, to the empty blackness. Don’t do this to her, she’s worth so much more, if she wasn’t, she wouldn’t care.
There are those who think I am strange, They would box me up and tell me to change, But you hold me close and softly say, That you wouldn't have me any other way.
When all the world is spinning round, Like a red balloon way up in the clouds, And my feet will not stay on the ground, You anchor me back down.
Recently get hooked on Mindy's songs! Crazeeeeeeeeeee. Feels so comfortable with her songs. Peaceful & warm.
So, I kind of think that this song is about Christ. Christ is her anchor. When she gets prideful, Christ pulls her back down. When others tell her to change or she feels inadequate, Christ anchors her down and reminds her that He loves her. I could be totally off, but that's what I think! :)
