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Just Come to Say Hello
08 October 2011 || 02:22
Sorry for all this blogspot neglect, I’ve just been so lazy with life. It is more like a plastic bag floating in the wind. Pretty useless.
I always tell myself don’t allow myself to wake up with yesterday’s issues troubling my mind. Refuse to live backwards, see everyday as a new chapter.
So I think I'll not update the past time I spent. XD
Never breathe for myself. I could have been happy; I could have faked a few emotions, and smiled a few more false smiles, but I’m a teenager. I wanted to be felt sorry for, I wanted to be focused on, and I wanted to have some cheer. Mama said sometimes I have to go alone. In the end my journey is reaching new heights and new speeds and it has frightening myself and falling down.
Yes, I'm not angel. I only know how hard it is when get lost.
***** cold is creeping into my core, and I am losing my ability to remember what it is to be a warm dreamer
hmph, it's time living in seclusion.