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18 September 2009 || 00:25
nothing else happened recently...but i miss someone so badly, although we just met shortly. i swear i'm a selfish to forbid a guy step into my own life. is it too harm for me or someone?? i don't know, i can't feel it well. sometimes jealous people is couple, the romance.the sweet.the memory.the love. and hope one day a guy will hold my hand and say " let me walk with you." ha, too childish right?am i just being paranoid think love is a trap for hurt. so i love to spend my time on my tod. i saw people fall in love, i saw people broke up. that's why i loathe myself fall in love with someone, because i think it's wasting my time when get hurt. and my friend will say no try and who knows?anyway, i think i'm not suit to love now, because need to work hard for my working life ...
i look at the sky, the worst thing i tryis letting you stepped out of my life.