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Chap Moh Mei We Happy Together

2012-02-07T09:48:00.005+08:00

别人丢甘去拉. 我没到. 要丢也丢砖块/石头吧, 因为我要起大洋房! :D
炎热的中午, 无聊跑到去 meet 朋友 + 午餐.

大家都闷闷地, 所以跑去朋友家消遣消遣. Rami time! 我的至爱.

我要赢啦! HeHEhe :D

看看谁是幸运儿.

晚餐去刷刷蒦. 欢乐.

啊! 一天过去啦. 没什么特别, 只是夕阳无限好.

拜年.

2012-02-07T09:16:00.001+08:00

拜年, 红包, 朋友. 蓝色主题.
其实也是 last minute 的计划.
因为我们都是大忙人! XD

Happens in January

2012-01-27T16:15:00.007+08:00

One day, suddenly received a msg from lee uni in fb.
after 2 years, i met them back.

Me, casual wear. Girlish dressing but boyish pattern. Haha.

Yesh, mmin turns more leng lui already. Jealous.

Chris & WeiHan.

Lenglui En Ning & Cool Vesper.

Vesper.

Chris. Damn tall lo.

Lee uni.

Hamsap JunDa. Haha, just kidding. Got muscle jor.

Another tall guy, tower Peng. Next time should snap a standing pose. :D

Sunshine smile.

Chor5 lunch with munkei.

Next Monday gonna back to work but I study none. Shit.
I need a bf who has engineering background as well. Then I can cope my things faster. *lol*
Haha. Maybe too long being single, wanna some sweet.

Anyhow, it's still cny. I wish can earn more extra money in gambling! Huaaaaaat arh! :P

A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記

2012-01-26T14:11:00.000+08:00

我找不到理由忘記大雨裡的別離
我找不到理由放棄我等你的決心
有些愛越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離是你不在身邊卻在我的心裡
我想你

爱不爱

2012-01-25T02:06:00.001+08:00

新年两天, 三个问号, 一个主题重复了几遍.
"男朋友叻?" "介绍给你要吗?" "哪里可能你没有!"

其实今年我比较把心思放在新工作上. 虽然从低做起, 但我心肝情愿. :)
even 有些人会说我可以拿不止那价钱.
感情嘛, 喜欢的不知我, 不喜欢的暗示我. 所以遇见了再说吧.
我就是个另类的双鱼座.

刚才　G开玩笑似地说: " 我可以追你吗? ". 傻了.
我不知道你是不是真的. 但这问题让我有愧疚感.　因为我已视　她　为嫂子.
所以请不要跟我开玩笑.　
我申明了, 有两种男人我不碰:
1.不是我的菜
2.已拥有女友/老婆

我不想伤害我不喜欢的类型. 因为我伤过了人, 也伤了自己.
我不想做过街老鼠,　因为我还要晒太阳.

不过还好看到　YTP 的傻里傻气的小孩子的灿烂笑容, 整个人也好了一半.
谢拉　YTP．果然笑容真的有神奇的力量!

Huuuuuaaaaaaat arh! :D

2012-01-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my love one, hate one.
Gamble, get drunk, gathering, angpaos! Ohya I can't wait! :D

All About U- G.E.M. 鄧紫棋

2012-01-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥
It's all about you
I'm in love with you
我眼中分分秒秒也有你
我每次想起　已滿心歡喜
你我之間都有過太多趣味

A.I.N.Y. 愛你 - G.E.M. 鄧紫棋

2012-01-22T23:11:00.001+08:00

First working day blue!

2012-01-09T21:17:00.003+08:00

get rid of all the boring things and start working today.
everything is going smoothly but one thing that lessen my productive increase my tired is "my head" is female. wtf. <(￣﹌￣)>

:)

2012-01-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

It's a dream before.
Hope that it's real after.

2012

2011-12-31T23:35:00.001+08:00

Oh my god, how I wish I could freeze the time now till I figure it out.
Tomorrow please don't come so fast...
Hang on!!! I'm not ready yet !
It's 2012!

I was not really made for you.

2011-12-27T02:21:00.000+08:00

please figure out what you really want,
because I'm tired being your secret. :(

Rihanna - You Da One

2011-12-26T11:02:00.001+08:00

You the one that I dream about all day
You the one that I think about always
You Are The One So I Make Sure I Behave!
My love is your love, your love is my love

♥. ♥. ♥.

Happy Christmas Eve to everyone ♥

2011-12-24T13:16:00.001+08:00

The most wanted dress for every girl

2011-12-21T20:09:00.002+08:00

【生活中的五个有意思的心理定律】

2011-12-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

1.摆阔定律：越穷越爱摆阔撑面子；
2.担心定律：越是担心的事情越容易发生；
3.般配定律：美女俊男多与外貌相反的敲定终身；
4.要求定律：”随便”、”没要求”乃是最高规格的要求；
5.沟通定律：良好的沟通能解决或避免70%的问题，世上70%的麻烦事皆因沟通不良所致。

你不知道的事

2011-12-19T11:04:00.002+08:00

你听说过我, 不代表你了解我.
你听过一些流言, 不代表就是真的.

파니핑크 (Fanny Fink) - 좋은 사람

2011-12-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

I play this song recently before i go to bed. :)

Finals !

2011-11-28T12:16:00.003+08:00

the worst nightmare comes. not so confident at this time.
btw lecturers expect me to score distinction. hell man.
godblessme.
i just wanna pass only. :(

Listen to Tanya 蔡健雅.

2011-11-28T11:30:00.003+08:00

1. 【Letting Go】

# 我在你生命中扮演的角色太模糊了. 你對我常忽冷忽熱.
我到底是情人還是朋友. 愛你是否不該太認真. That's why

2. 【Just Say So】 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

# So if you love me baby love me baby love me baby, Why don't you just say so.

3. 【說到愛】

# 有多久時間忘了去擁抱. 身邊愛的朋友. 懷疑幸福的存在那瞬間. 其實早就擁有.
多盼望有一段旅程拜訪每張熟悉的笑容

4.【別找我麻煩】

# 烏雲烏雲快走開. 感覺你在挑戰我的樂觀的樂觀. 你還想怎麼樣搞得我快抓狂

A Brand New Me

2011-11-15T13:50:00.001+08:00

She's gone.
ANOTHER HER comes.

Smartest robot ever but funny also.

2011-11-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

Randomly.

2011-11-11T18:55:00.001+08:00

Foster the People - Pumped Up Kicks

2011-10-28T20:22:00.001+08:00

rape the replay button & never feel bored of it.
oh yeah, im nuts.

Fair-minded

2011-10-21T18:12:00.001+08:00

dream?
freedom?
childhood?

what's your view.

周末的早晨

2011-10-16T16:16:00.001+08:00

吃在康乐.

酒矸倘卖无

2011-10-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

再来一瓶，我不不醉.
只因为 night is still young.

Just Come to Say Hello

2011-10-08T02:22:00.001+08:00

Sorry for all this blogspot neglect, I’ve just been so lazy with life. It is more like a plastic bag floating in the wind. Pretty useless.

I always tell myself don’t allow myself to wake up with yesterday’s issues troubling my mind. Refuse to live backwards, see everyday as a new chapter.
So I think I'll not update the past time I spent. XD
Never breathe for myself. I could have been happy; I could have faked a few emotions, and smiled a few more false smiles, but I’m a teenager. I wanted to be felt sorry for, I wanted to be focused on, and I wanted to have some cheer. Mama said sometimes I have to go alone. In the end my journey is reaching new heights and new speeds and it has frightening myself and falling down.

Yes, I'm not angel. I only know how hard it is when get lost.
***** cold is creeping into my core, and I am losing my ability to remember what it is to be a warm dreamer.
hmph, it's time living in seclusion.

Don’t let her go to sleep upset.

2011-08-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Because, she’ll only toss and turn in frustration, until sadness pulls her into sleep, and tears stain her pillow. You’ll be her first thought when she wakes up, and more than anything, she’ll wish she could go back to sleep, back to the silence, to the empty blackness. Don’t do this to her, she’s worth so much more, if she wasn’t, she wouldn’t care.

3 Idiots

2011-08-16T15:32:00.004+08:00

有些松懈，所以找了一部戏来看。 <3 Idiots>
内容挺有意思，要上大学的朋友们可以去看看。

Movie info:-

Two friends embark on a quest for a lost buddy. On this journey, they encounter a long forgotten bet, a wedding they must crash, and a funeral that goes impossibly out of control.

Favourite sentences in the movie:-

Machine Class Professor: Why are you back?
Rancho: Sir, I forgot to take something...
Machine Class Professor: What?
Rancho: Instruments that record analyse summarize organize debate and explain information which are illustrative non-illustrative hardbound paperback jacketed non-jacketed with forward introduction, table of contents, index that are indented for the enlightenment, understanding enrichment enhancement and education of the human brain through sensory root of vision... sometimes leisure
Machine Class Professor: [confused] What are you trying to say?
Rancho: Books sir! I forgot to take my books.

Farhan Qureshi: Today my respect for that idiot shot up. Most of us went to college just for a degree. No degree meant no plum job, no pretty wife, no credit card, no social status. But none of this mattered to him, he was in college for the joy of learning, he never cared if he was first or last.

Rancho: Make your passion be your profession.

The #157 Rule of a Lady.

2011-08-16T04:18:00.000+08:00

语录

2011-08-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

在人生的路上，我们如果没有耐心等待一次成功的到来，那我们将用一生的时间去面对无数次失败。逆境不是让一个人破产就是让一个人破记录。

童心的美好纯真

2011-08-14T21:18:00.003+08:00

妞妞妈病逝，爸爸告诉两岁的妞妞说妈妈出差了。她六岁时，爸爸遇到一个好女人，对妞妞说妈妈回来了。妞妞很乖地叫了声“妈妈”后，她单独对女人说我知道你不是我妈，妈妈已经死了，我听爷爷奶奶说的，你千万别让爸爸知道，他会很伤心的！在残酷世界里，童心的美好纯真足以温暖我们。

以上是我在微搏看到的。挺有意思的，希望可以分享给大家。( ^___^ )y
我觉得微搏比非死不可有意思多了，因为有很多有意思的小故事。
如果有玩 weibo 的朋友要加我哦。‵（*^﹏^*）′
(http://weibo.com/sherlylimaire)
ps，华文退步了很多。不好意思。所以最近在积极用华文 :D

WuuuuuAAAHHHHHHHH

2011-08-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

HYPERGANJEONG-ING

Screwwwww it! Internal exam is tomorrow!!
15 hours more!!!!
And I kinda nervous right nowwwwwww!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

I'M SO F*KING DEAD.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH...

四眼田鸡

2011-08-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

带眼镜的人, 通常有一种固定的特殊表情.
他们厌烦一定要透过镜片, 看这个厌烦的世界.

世界真的很大，好像一轉身，就不知道誰會消失.

2011-08-06T12:03:00.000+08:00

可能开了电脑吧. 就索性来来这里扫扫尘埃.
其实我有个坏习惯, 不知不觉地在半途中, 脑袋里会冒出很多很多的问号.
与其说问号, 不如说为什么.

1. 老实说, 有时不熟的人会认为我是 ABC. 在想, 我哪个角度让你认为我是 ABC 呀. 我也希望我是. 可惜我就是不是. ╮（╯＿╰）╭ 顿然想起来, 或许有时让人误以为我不是华人吧. 去年在 Sunway's office 上班时, 早餐都会在楼下的 mamak餐厅解决. 那里的印尼员工都会有时瞄一下我, 后来有天有位员工说我好像他们国家里的一位明星.
别说这个例子啦, 一些华人问我路都会用英文/马来文. 还真无奈. 还真不是滋味. ╥﹏╥

2. 人们都说平行线最可怕, 可我认为最可怕的应该是相交线才对吧. 明明有过交集, 最终还是相互远离, 而且越走越远. 上帝没有责怪人们的愚蠢, 可是人们却常常抱怨上帝的不公平. 上帝让地球是圆的, 原因是不希望我们分开后不能相遇.
1个宇宙, 9大行星, 204个国家，809个岛屿，7个大洋. 就是遇上没有一个让友情延伸的朋友. 小学同学, 断线; 中学同学, 断线. 我常在想, 电话里联络簿时假的吗. 还是我们以前的谈话是假的. 看了信班近期出街的相册, 让我感觉有点零零散散的. 如果我说错了, 就纠正我吧. 毕竟我承认我没有和你们当中一个人是熟的.
所以对那记忆却步了, 因为我知道扯不上话题.
虽然没什么不舍, 不过对于一些同班过的同学, 尤其是要飞了的, 心里还是被扯了一下. 我不是一个善于表达的人, 所以不会讯息你(们), 致电给你(们). 但还真希望在奔向各自的理想时, 还真的想见你(们)一面. 但我想是不可能吧. 八月是个黑心的月份, 该死的大考! ○(￣﹏￣)○

3. 最终拿了会计, 一个我从小到大都恨死的科目. 所以你应该明白我为何当初选理科吧. 4个月真的很快, 脑袋还没储存到资料就要被逼去考试了. 所以还没上大学的朋友们. 请珍惜你们的一分一秒吧. 还好当初没去 SAM, 因为有个学长告诉我要有心理准备, 8个月不是开玩笑的.
我常在想自己真的愿意一辈子当会计师吗?
自己真的愿意天天在计算永远都算不完的数字吗?
真的真的愿意安分呆在沉闷的公司吗?

或许是小时候太多的得不到/ 太多的渴望/ 太多童年里别人有的我没有的, 造就了现在的我. 所以有时候我很讨厌人家说 "算了". 算了然后挥一挥手, 梦想就这样被挥走了. 说我固执, 倒不如说我现实. 常常认为年龄和梦想是成正比的, 哪里知道成长藏在影子里, 影子越来越长, 梦想就越来越暗淡. 梦想不是梦了想了, 第二天就会出现在眼前. 所以我把梦想和行动列成了正比.

此时此刻的我, 又在矛盾了. 希望读完以后在好好思考一翻.

4. 成长过程定一个人的思想. 所以不要问我为什么跟同年龄的人有差距, 为什么你的 ex 都是大你五个手指那么多的呀? 也许越是经历不愉快, 你就越学会温柔成熟地看待, 然而思想一致才能拉近你和我的距离.

好了, 有点懒惰了. 改天再, 见.(￣ c￣)

ps,

That's what I think.

2011-08-06T06:30:00.000+08:00

I like people who I can occasionally have really deep conversations with,
and at the same time joke around with them. :)

10 REASONS TO SMILE.

2011-08-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

1. It makes you attractive.
2. It changes your mood.
3. It is contagious.
4. It relieves stress.
5. It boosts your immune system.
6. It lowers your blood pressure.
7. It releases endorphins, natural pain killers and serotonin - natural antidepressant.
8. It lifts the face and makes you look younger.
9. It makes you seem successful.
10. It helps you stay positive.

劉若英【我們沒有在一起】

2011-08-05T18:32:00.003+08:00

就算最後，我們沒有在一起，
至少愛，還是會在一起。

it's one of my favourite.
anyway, love is contagious.

嚴爵【沒有你怎麼辦】

2011-08-05T18:12:00.003+08:00

不知道为什么它就是这样一字一句敲打进了我的脑袋.
突然想唱k 的冲动涌了上来.

每個人這一輩子
只要有一次真愛的感覺
活著就是值得地

能夠遇見你
就算以後的日子可能嚐到心痛
還是謝謝你

原來愛情可以讓人一夜長大
領悟從古至今所有的情話

沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠
多想要和你聊聊天
沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠
只想要你在我身邊在我身邊

你在我生命之後的結果
就好像我從來沒難過過
最難過的不過就是渡過
今晚想你的寂寞

沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠
多想要和你聊聊天
沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠
只想要你在我身邊在我身邊

Can I Have This?

2011-08-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

LOL. I really really wanna own one. :(

幾米的逆向思考

2011-08-02T17:32:00.001+08:00

(￣▽￣)"

Klang signature :D

2011-07-31T14:23:00.003+08:00

Yummylicioussssssssss.

too often, the only escape is sleep. -Charles Bukowski

2011-07-30T20:54:00.005+08:00

how is your week going so far? Mine has been quite busy. and as always, I don't get the time to do the things that I want to do. Except for blogging, I guess. Oh well! that's life.
btw, Im waiting for tomorrow, BKT.:D

Okay, stop craps. STUDY STUDY STUDY
The hardest part about studying is always the starting point. Once you get started, it's easy to go on for hours but the toughest part is that one minute when you decide to put everything away, grab a book and just study.

My that one minute never came. Crazzzzze finals are next two weeks and I reserved whole Saturday to study. But in the end I just messed up my table and no idea where gonna start.

The thing with exams is I always feel demotivated somehow. Like there's no drive/mojo wth inside me to start studying for exams. I'll go like CHEH STILL GOT 4 DAYS, CHILL LA WTF.
But inside, damn GAN JEONG-NESS.
LOL, ladies and gentlemen, it's called laziness. wtf.

So pretend like knowing nothing and went to watch HANNA.
Also grabbed some fresh air too. Wee-hee, finally.

I loved it. For the entire movie. Joe Wright proves himself a skilled action director. It's an action movie with brainy aspirations! Woo-la!

Movie info:-
Hanna (Saoirse Ronan) is 16 years old. She is bright, inquisitive, and a devoted daughter. Uniquely, she has the strength, the stamina, and the smarts of a soldier; these come from being raised by her widowed father Erik (Eric Bana), an ex-CIA man, in the wilds of North Finland. Erik has taught Hanna to hunt, put her through extreme self-defense workouts, and home-schooled her with only an encyclopedia and a book of fairy tales. Hanna has been living a life unlike any other teenager.

This song is just so god damn sexy. It'll become my recent-top-playlist. :D

I’d love this :) ♥

2011-07-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

Durian durian duriannnnnn

2011-07-27T18:05:00.001+08:00

水果之王的魅力,
我想大概是它的香气可散播至 5km吧. =______=

LOL.

2011-07-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

Is FAT really the worst thing a human being can be?
Is FAT worse than VINDICTIVE, JEALOUS, SHALLOW, VAIN, BORING, EVIL or CRUEL? Not to me.
- J.K. Rowling

Something hits me.

2011-07-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

there's a huge difference between doing what you want to do and what you MUST do.

Anchor- Mindy Gledhill

2011-07-25T15:55:00.002+08:00

There are those who think I am strange,
They would box me up and tell me to change,
But you hold me close and softly say,
That you wouldn't have me any other way.

When all the world is spinning round,
Like a red balloon way up in the clouds,
And my feet will not stay on the ground,
You anchor me back down.

Recently get hooked on Mindy's songs! Crazeeeeeeeeeee.
Feels so comfortable with her songs. Peaceful & warm.

So, I kind of think that this song is about Christ. Christ is her anchor. When she gets prideful, Christ pulls her back down. When others tell her to change or she feels inadequate, Christ anchors her down and reminds her that He loves her.
I could be totally off, but that's what I think! :)

R.I.P Amy Winehouse

2011-07-24T20:24:00.004+08:00

i cheated myself, like i knew i would,
i told you i was trouble, you know that i’m no good.
-Amy Winehouse

people judged her seriouly. nobody has any right.
maybe drugs made her feel better.
maybe you should have gone to rehab. rest in peace, Amy.

R.I.P Amy (1983-2011)

The nightmare. Dual attacks in Norway.

2011-07-24T12:40:00.003+08:00

这世界怎么了? 大概是咳了药吧.
Oslo 的和平也开始了疑问.

Loser

2011-07-23T01:56:00.001+08:00

feeling like i’m failing and pretty overwhelmed right now.

Louder- Charice

2011-07-22T12:31:00.001+08:00

Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head.

Down down down.

2011-07-18T19:20:00.004+08:00

Everything passes by sooooo quickly that I get lost in the motion of time myself.
In a swirl and twirl, every single day looks the same like there's no difference in the days.

crap. Two weeks more. DAMNFINALEXAM
So officially, I gotta start studying for the upcoming final exams NOW!
But I'm still swamped with daydreaming. =______=
DIE DIE DIE.

Ish, I hate how my exams are distributed.
It's over a period of 3 weeks. It's too long.
I'd rather have all my papers early so that I end early!
*urghhhhhhhhh*

Standing at the edge of the world

2011-07-13T19:58:00.002+08:00

赶不上，这晚霞.
踏下了，有偏差.
我的心，别无他.

智慧牙啊智慧牙，痛得我无法说话.
只好笑看人生起變化.

张靓颖 Jane Zhang - 這樣就好了

2011-07-10T09:48:00.000+08:00

不同的过客.

I wanna delete a DAY, a DATE?

2011-07-04T00:37:00.002+08:00

讨厌那一天. 仿佛回到了过去.
曾经的障碍回来了.

那日期可以在我的历史里删除吗.
真的好想.

阿胖捉到了证据.
就是我所谓冥想的时候.
事实上, 还真的有点游到了梦里.
不然怎么被偷拍都不懂呢? =(

If there has collegemates for me,

2011-07-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

我不知道有没有人好奇我的近况.
不过还是一句话, 没了以前有钱买到的色彩, 我仍然可活得过来.

在此宣布, 我 - -- ----- 当回了学生的角色.
去泰莱付了 SAM 的注册费, 可后来想到没有严重到要继续作大学生或到澳洲装洋味.
所以曾经身为理科生的我...
选了让自己大跌眼镜的会计, 窝在吧生.
所以不要误会我在 Cheras. 那只是偶尔回去转转.

星期天. 美丽的星期天就这样被该死的 MQA class 给弄丑了.
不过开心的是还要有一群人陪我. :D

数字啊数字, 我快被你搞残了. 好憔悴的我.

蜜蜂小姐

亲我小姐

她们说我好 rock. 丫! 芳小姐还有宁小姐.

米雪儿 + 佑尼斯

我就是有残障的时候. 没法拉, 谁叫我是 38 女王.
我就是爱疯狂, 若你幸运的话应该会很头痛.

在这么一个雄稀雌繁的科目. 感觉自己好像进入了女校.
每分每秒飘走了, 眨眨眼睛才发现自己也来到了第三个月.
可怜的计算机, 不断地被我烦.
感觉会计师的生活好紧张哦.

其实离开当学生的生活也有两年了.
现在拾起这包袱, 还不是那么有滋味.
也感觉自己好老.
班上都是中学毕业了就到这里来, 而我呢?
被社会磨练的了, 所以常常被讲说我好会想, 我好另类.

最近被问到的两个问题-

1. "你没有男朋友? 不可能吧? "
我的春风满面何时告诉你我有. 我有, 那是曾经拥有. 走, 断了.
还被怀疑说我假假. 我可无言.

2. "当时作麽不要继续读? "
你看看, 我对书就是不能独有钟情.
还是老样子, 闭眼看书多过睁眼看书. =____________=
当然当年的我就是过不了自己的那一关.

7 月了, 下个月就有两个大考.
不知道自己行不行.
只希望不要再被自己比下去. 人比人, 比死人.
就是这样, 高一的我比死了.

雄稀雌繁, 当然班上还是有小猫两三只.
但不是我的菜.
因为我吃荤的. 哈哈哈哈哈哈.
G 先生, 所以你大可放心.
不要期待我有好消息. 还是专心你的妞吧.

爱情. 美丽但难解.
心痒痒的, 但怕怕的.
内心的童话不变, 我要嫁个有钱人!!
童话归童话, 成真也只有万万份之一.
想想就好了.

H M M M M M M M

2011-07-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

Do you see anything in this picture?
Do you know what I gonna tell you?
Curious? Remember to follow my next update.
*maybe :)

Ps, no mood for today. Because I gonna-to-fail my subjects. Damn moody.

DISTANCE

2011-06-27T17:59:00.002+08:00

如果咖啡和眼镜都隔着距离.

那么 36-19= 17 会是个怎么的距离?
越过了, 就可以数得清楚吗?

After Calling

2011-06-22T20:37:00.003+08:00

Im not gotten lazy. But that nothing interesting is going in my life anyway.
Or what a abomination to get too much of attention? Whatever lah.
Honestly, I would simply like have a more private life. *when I find somebody is irritating. *
Sometimes, it only takes one wrong person to read what you write. And frankly, Im tired of having people who think they know far too much when in fact, they know far too little.
Anyway, I still update for loved ones who still read.

A normal Sunday night, calling Winky just for a random.
I knew I was silly. Called her came to Bukit Tinggi when on her way back home.

Looked like shit so didn't camwhore much.
*You know I usually take 4548 pictures one so 3 is considered damn little la.

Not allowed me to take any photos to show her face.
Because what? She said she was not ready for camera on that day. =________=
Quite busy all the time with her handphone.
No choice, the second day was her birthday. So some wishes smssssss and prank call, too. :D

Limau Ice(RM1.4) and my Milo Ice GaoGao(RM2). Roti kosong(RM1).

I've been doing nothing now but bumming.
*trying to act nonchalant*
Should not stress myself out and die of exhaustion right? lies to self wtf.

我明白要你愛是荒謬的要求
我明白有些默契我必須要遵守
只是你眼眸走漏了一種
BABY BABY 想愛不能愛的哀愁

Weekday Break

2011-06-16T22:09:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we may get lost in life, but as long as you remember your own values and stick by them, I think you will eventually be on the right path.
If find some more good in other people, let sway away! :D

There seem to be a jail and Im trying to escape.
I wish.
I wish.
I wish.
I wish I can go out for a BREAK.
And that day before, Jessie called me out for Mamak and the next day we headed to Sunway for no reason.
I was not extremely busy and not free let me thought I was freaking busy. =_____=
Sky cried. For what, I didn't know. I didn't ask.

Arrived. No massive jam. No dangerous drivers.
Sunway Pyramid always changed their deco. Lovely. But shopping mall, boring.

Found this. Love the third one and the last, PANDA! It remembered me.... PO!

The recent theme. Slower traffic keep right.

My weird lips. Haha.
Hey everyone, 40km/h please keep right ya. *cough cough*

Normal is for normal people, normal thinking.
But, weird me love acts weird all the times. Being special? Ahem.

Car. Car. Car. Car.

After camwhoring. Went for some snacks. Mr.Siew Bao.
I want.
I want.
I want.
Yesh, I was craving for egg tartsssssssssss!

IM EGG TARTSSSSS SUPERFANS!
At last, only bought one and one siew pao. :D

Afterwards, off the Summit to take lunch. A restaurant which served cheap cheapppppp western food. Niasssssssss-nya!!!!
Introduced by Jessie.
By the way, also my first time stepped into Summit. *_____*

At last, time to say bye! Wuuuuuuaaaaaahaha.

Im completely swamped today.
So not much words in this post.
Honestly, I have lots of thing need to rush. Don't know why like the rush of things.
Maybe feels like accomplish a lot and I get to sleep really well at night.
But to fact, I know I will have nightmare and more worst will turn to INSOMNIA!!!!

*weep* =(
Because my dry-correction fluid is finished!
Geeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Lovely Advice

2011-06-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

Health:

Drink plenty of water.
Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
Play more games.
Read more books than you did in 2010.
Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
Sleep for 7 hours.
Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
Dream more while you are awake.
Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
Smile and laugh more.
You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

Call your family often.
Each day give something good to others.
Forgive everyone for everything.
Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
Try to make at least three people smile each day.
What other people think of you is none of your business.
Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

Do the right thing!
Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
The best is yet to come.
Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

♥Simple Pleasures

2011-06-12T20:19:00.002+08:00

I build dreams, I chase it, I fall some.
I chase back, I will achieve it in future.
Wait me to prove you.

Sometimes I forget to smile because Im too busy going through my day.
But it really is true, a smile can change a person's attitude.
It can change my day, it can change to way I see thing.
And that day, you guysssss put my big big smile on my face.

Fulfilled with lotssss of fun & wonderful. Almost leaked out.
I feel like tiny grain of sand sometimes, hard to let people catch me in their eyes. Maybe Im not confident enough.
Was the very first met with them on that day. Fate brought us together to know each other.

It was ain't dramatic but effective. I felt comfortable with them. Big smile, white tooth, lame jokes, mature views, interesting gossip.
All happened when spending a lovely lunch. Snippet of sparks that just ran through us. WE'RE CONNECTED.

Big eater me. I had no idea why I ordered it. =_______=
I thought I was over-missing japanese curry rice. That was tasted awesome.
Unproudly I left 30% of it. Waving white-flat. But Calton pointed at me and said shouted "WASTE".
Didn't bother him. :]

Awesome people that I met, Calton and Carol. I already met Carol twice.
I found out Calton is an optimistic and friendly guy. Sorry people, he's not available and attached by a cert of marriage. Wuuuuaahaha.
LC said Calton and me were same in left-handed.
You know Calton boasted what! "YA LAH, LENG LUI & LENG ZAI. WE'RE SMART TOO."
Omgz. Flattered me, LOL.

See his Megan sexy lips. Wuuuuaaahaha.

Whops, forgot to snap Terry.
This day, not like other day, not like every other day.
So what happened, happened.
I didn't know why I could be so so talkable with them compare with my old classmates.
Maybe I had a gap with them.
I couldn't talk to hell and whatever as I wanted. Only close friends do.
The people the day I met, I felt released.
Felt abit familiarity.
There was no point I denying, it always be a part of me.

What I seek, what I see.

Kung Fu Panda 2

2011-06-12T18:40:00.005+08:00

上个星期去看了 KFPD2. 便宜货就是便宜货，只有 cantonese version的. 没法拉, 都来到了只好买票咯. 不然想起 Midvalley 那里常常 full house, 心理都会好过点.

我爱的豆豆先生，你何时才要上映啊？我已从年头等到现在快发霉了. (O.o)

Paiseh, 若你眼睛对这照片 allergic. 那就跳过吧.

它的题目感觉还不来, 应该会去捧场吧.

晚上的休闲.

若你最近捧到我, 应该会是这个样子. 请见谅. =_____=

我没有 kungfu panda 的可爱, 可是却染上了 kungfu panda 的身材. 好伤心哦.

Nonsense!

2011-06-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

有时候, 我很想明白你在讲什么, 不是只是知道而已.
或许 pieces的我有些 sensitive,
然而有点 over-thinking.
也可能脑袋儿太久没操作, malfunction 了.

闷.

就是爱你

2011-06-04T05:25:00.000+08:00

Blogless.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

2011-06-03T19:10:00.003+08:00

Am totally crying when after knowing what happen behind it. Yesh, I know this song because of my goddamn junior, Gerrard posting in fb. Simple lyrics, but full of meaningsss and lovessss.
I don't wanna feel like to tell, go google it if you're interested of the story.
Wondering this world really has better man but less.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

This ♥ , It was all in my head.

2011-05-30T11:44:00.008+08:00

Forgive me. It's been two years I didn't step into here after leaving. Yesh, I hate missing everything after I back home. I spent 4 years in this school. I remember the first day I stepped into here. I remember I made the choice to leave without notice.

The most thing I miss, "RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG" Breaktime! Canteen!

After lunched with my bestie, Rey Vern. I walked around the school. Everything changed. I looked like a teacher here. Haha, that's why I always was in discipline unit in my society.

My school has lift. Yeng lerh. That's why people say HH people memang rich-nya.

Haha, last time teacher asked me going back to take this. But my action is after two years... =.=''
It took me forever to finish this form. Omgz, I leave it inside my bag now.

Bestie with her cute hp purse.

I bumped into my junior, Wen Tien. We took bus together everyday. Lol, I miss her much. It's your final year right? Good luck. ;)

Guess who? Wooooooooooo, GERRARD MOOK!!!! One of my favourite junior. Never has a serious conversation, we love talking rubbish to each other. And he still loves to boom me. LoL. I was asking where he gonna continue his further study after HH. You know what was his answer? Just craps! Damn. =.='''
Hey become lengzai already huh but will more handsome if you're in fair skin. Hehe.

She must kills me if see this photo. Haha.

I fetched her back after finished her work. Okay, you know what is my bestie? Bestie who I go to his/her house and I'll open refrigerator by myself without asking. Wakakaka.
Mini liquor♥

Omgz. I seldom take picture with you. Must do in this time! Take 1.

Take 2

Take 3. Hehe, I'm waiting take 4. Mean what? I'm waiting our outing. (>.<)

Her father took us out for dinner. And also had movie at her house, chat time.

Though we are thousands and thousands of miles apart, it doesn't mean we're seperated. Friends, keep in touch. :]

Ps, Achieving doesn't mean winning. Winning doesn't mean you're superior too. Sometimes,it's worthwhile to listen to others before it's too late. But anyhow,let's just let bygones be bygones.

Blooming

2011-05-30T11:23:00.001+08:00

Soonly will be half year gone. This year is a simple year for me, no challenge, no fear.

Sunday, with sister and mama went to breakfast together. Sister kept asking why I snapped people ass. Omgz.

Laksa(RM3.80). I still prefer Banting's homemade laksa.

Char Kuey Teow(RM4). I <3 it!

Ju Cheong Fan(RM4++). It tasted terrible.

Afterwards, went to shopping mall walk walk. Found this at Popular bookstore. Is anyone there read it before? I was thinking to bring it home.

No mood for shopping, kept camwhoring.

Anyway nothing much is going on my life. The daily routine is still going on. And my hair is growing vertically while my body is growing horizontally. Seriously,I've gained 5kg more I think. Sadcase.

I turn my life around, not knowing where I'm going, just knowing that I’ll do anything, anything to be happy again.

You Make Me Smile

2011-05-30T10:59:00.001+08:00

Will not be blogging much because am currently addicted to MR.BUSY. Quite lazy sometimes when my finger not working on the keyboard when I WANT TO BLOGGGGGG. I'm speechless recently. I don't feel like want to talk.

Memories flash back. My aunt came down to visit us.

See, my face is getting rounder and rounder, double chip somemore. That's why I get dumped? Damn. I wanna diet!!!!!!

#nowlisteng Says Ok- Vanessa Hudgens
When things are alright, it feels just so damn right.
When things go wrong, it feels like we're going through hell.

:]

2011-05-23T21:10:00.003+08:00

Boy : I wanna be a superhero, guess my name.

Girl: Superman? Ironman?

Boy : *smile* YOURMAN :)

#nowlistening Lenka - The Show

Ps, hey people I really ok now. Yesh, people always come and go.
I believe one day someone will choose to stay with me.

莫文蔚 - 陰天

2011-05-22T20:51:00.001+08:00

It's not like I wanna be the only girl in your life,

I just wanna be the only one that actually matters.

M E S S S S E M

2011-05-22T12:34:00.004+08:00

最近好忙好忙，要到处跑。
其实我只是个帮手。
享受食物同时也不时地看看手表。

最近有点小小的不开心。
也许单身比较好吧。
也是还没遇到真正的 true love吧。
想把自己灌醉，可是只能在开心的 period。
老实说，我还是不喜欢啤酒。 *_____*

I sit and listen to everyone’s love stories and
I’m thinking to myself: where’s mine?

Fong Keow Bah Kut Teh, Ampang Botanic

2011-05-22T12:04:00.006+08:00

You can like the life you're living, you can live the life you like and that's good, it's heaven now a days. I love my life fulfilling with lots of yummy food and nice people. Since long time didn't hangout in Bandar Botanic and recently find a BKT restaurant located at Ampang Botanic. So, check it out!

Dry Bah Kut Teh(1pax), RM13.00
Bak Kut Teh(2pax), RM23.00
Water, RM1.50 =.=''
Baby Pok Choy(small), RM10.00
Oil Rice(big), RM1.20 and (small), RM1.00
Yao Zha Guai, RM2.00
No doubt for the price. But I still prefer eat in Pandamaran if have chooses.

Overall, taste only so-so. But it's quite convenient for who stay around there.

Fong Keow Bah Kut Teh
36, Jalan Kasuarina 6/KS07,
Ampang Botanic, 41200 Klang.
017-6068890 and 016-2190088

* Ps, their main branch at LAN HUA YUAN.

C O N S T A N T L Y

2011-05-22T11:54:00.002+08:00

Lunch at Banting. Homemade cooked dishes, lovely, cheap and the important thing is DELICIOUS. =)

Wonder what it feels like TO BE LOVED.

2011-05-22T10:29:00.006+08:00

Don't have a blash but it doesn't mean can't be happened. Since we all were busy nowadays. So I only brought mummy to KFC for Mother's Day. Cheezy Wedges, I'm coming!! *wink*

Afterwards, second round. M A M A K!

Sister snapped this photo and asked me when I can get one. Omgz.

As we grow older, things just change. But they don't always have to end.
Even though it's different now, you will always be my friend.
Mummy, I love you.

Jennifer Hudson - Where You At

2011-05-21T20:11:00.001+08:00

And you said you'd protect me
From heartache, pain, lies, loneliness, and misery
You said you'd tear down the walls that were in my way
You promised things would be okay
And I stood there in the freezing cold
And I waited for you, but you never showed

The Momentum for Steve Jobs

2011-05-14T18:27:00.006+08:00

Hey readers, I might be more often in MIA from now. Because life starts to be hectic, that's mean I live a meaningful life. Applause. =)

Today when I checked my FB, my cousin tagged me in something.
Here's I want to share with you all.

Don't know chinese. That's okay. I have English copy from somewhere. Hmph, almost similiar with the chinese version. No worries.

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When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

Death is the destination we all share, no one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be because death is very likely the single best invention of life.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure — these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

No one wants to die. Even people who wanna go to heaven don't wanna die to get there.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to [learn calligraphy]. I learned about serif and sans-serif typefaces, about varying the space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful. Historical. Artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture. And I found it fascinating. None of this had any hope of any practical application in my life. But 10 years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would never have multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, it's likely that no personal computer would have them.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

The only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it.

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Steve Jobs is one of my idol. Yeah, I'm thinking to get the book soon. =)
*cough* *sneeze* OMGZ, what a sticky sickness ruins my lovely weekend.

#now playing Alligator Sky by Owl City
My favourite in that song,
"My imagination's taking me away, reverie whispered in my ear."

Right N O W.

2011-05-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

right now, the world is conspiring to help you.
right now, someone you haven’t met is looking for someone exactly like you.
right now, someone is creating a book or a song or a movie or a painting that will change your life.
right now, someone wants to kiss you, hold you, love you. someone wants to make you breakfast.
right this second, someone just wished for world peace, in earnest.
right now, a child is discovering the wonder of the sky.
right now, someone is putting her life on the line to ensure your safety.
right now, someone is believing the impossible, curing the incurable, overcoming the insurmountable.
right now, someone is getting a second chance.

Now listening Gone by Nelly ft.Kelly Rowland =)

Hush Hush

2011-05-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

Shhhhhhhhh.

Babe, please don't talk,
don't shout,
don't mumble,
don't whisper.

Just silence for a second,
let's happy things make noise in your day :)

Live can only be understood backwards,
but it must be lived forwards.

Fast Five

2011-05-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

All together now, if you loved the first four Furious films there's no reason on earth why you won't dig Fast Five. :)

The plot is relatively simple to follow---- the gang steal cars. A plan goes awry. The big boss of the gang (that’d be Vin Diesel, folks) decides that the best offense is a huge bitchslap of payback. If you’ve seen the prior films, the storyline does follow along nicely. Well, it follows the storyline of all the movies except The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift. Things can get a bit sketchy for newcomers to the series. The first 20 minutes or so had me trying to figure out what was going on and why I should care, but the spot-on timing of the stunt driving as well as the bass-banging soundtrack soon had me doing a mental fist-pump as these outlaws tried their best to get to a quieter life.

Ps, there has only three things capture my attention in this movie--- Vin Diesel♥♥, cars and crazy-oh-awesome driving skill.

1966 Corvette Grand Sport

1966 Ford GT40

Gurkha LAPV

Okay, time's up. Goodnight world. ;)

=.='''

2011-05-08T13:32:00.002+08:00

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NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM

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GOTCHA!!!

TAM CHIAK PO =.='''

P.U.S.H = Pray . Until . Something . Happens ! !

I Mean.. You !

2011-05-06T23:44:00.004+08:00

No one else can fix me, although sometimes my heart tricks me into thinking someone else will do.
But you’re the one. You are the only one.

Don’t risk anything you aren’t willing to lose.
— Boy Meets World

Ch'ng Chang Chong Reunion Dinner

2011-05-05T11:09:00.002+08:00

呵呵, 最近开始忙了起来, 所以不能常常上来跟你们打招呼啦. 那天心血来潮想要找朋友去看戏. 可是都没有回应, 哎算了吧. 这就是为什么我不喜欢找人陪. 因为没有人要应你. 还是一个人比较好.

会不会好奇为什么最近的日记都是华文呢. 因为最近遇到了一个很尴尬的事. 我连一个成语, 四个字都拼不好. 我是想表达不好的朋友, 结果说了: 酒肉朋友啦, 酒朋狗友啦. 其实到现在我还想不起正确的答案. 但是我会广东的: ZJU PANG GAO YAO. 有谁可以给我正确的答案吗? 哈

好了, 不哈拉了. 上个星期日和亲戚(mother-side)有约. 老实说, 我和母亲那边的亲戚较亲, 可能我们比较城市吧, 思想也比较一致. 虽然我在 Klang 住了有整 10年, 我还是不大适应这里的环境. 你叫我在 Klang带路. 呵呵, 我可以带你去荷兰了 *except Bukit Tinggi & Botanic*. 因为我不常在这里徘徊, 都是母亲带的. *其实我妈和我没两样, 因为我们都不是这里人*

星期日去了 Telok Gong, 主要原因是全部要喝椰花酒. 食物的素质退步了很多, 好多不及格, 我不知道是不是出名的作怪还是多人就敷衍了事. 毕竟我有一年没来这里了.

好了, 其实我很讨厌打华文字, 你们自己慢慢看图说故事吧. 不招待了. =)

We're all stars and we all deserve to twinkle. -- Mariyln Monroe

Karimanifesto

2011-05-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

Here are some excerpts:

1. Don't specialize.

5. Before giving birth to anything physical, ask yourself if you have created an original idea, an original concept, if there is any real value in what you disseminate.

6. Know everything about the history of your profession and then forget it all when you design something new.

7. Never say "I could have done that" because you didn't.

24. Consume experiences, not things.

33. Normal is not good.

38. There are three types of beings---- those who create culture, those who buy culture, and those who don't give a shit about culture. Move between the first two.

40. Think extensively, not intensively.

43. Experience is the most important part of living, and the exchange of ideas and human contact is all life really is. Space and objects can encourage increased experiences or distract from our experiences.

50. Here and now is all we got.

Share with you all when I'm reading this in A WHOLE NEW MIND.
Anyhow, holidays is ending, should concentrate on work again! :)

Life is like an elevator, it has its ups and downs but you are the one who controls the direction it can go.

The Man Who Can't Be Moved- The Script

2011-05-02T13:17:00.003+08:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl, oh whoa
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet
Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street

So I'm not moving
('Cause if one day you wake up, find that you're missing me)
I'm not moving
(And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be)
I'm not moving
(Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)
I'm not moving
(Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street)

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

To my future man, remember sing this song to me huh♥ =)

Before May Comes

2011-05-01T12:05:00.000+08:00

最近被人说我胖了, 说我快要没有腰了. (T_____T)好伤心哦! 所以最近都会到 Botanic Park 晨跑, 而你也可能看见我这胖子在那里出现. 昨天带了弟妹一起去, 所以这次是三人行啦. 呵呵.
不过最近没像以前那么热闹了, 少了很多人哦. 有时一个人漫步时都有点怕怕.

没一个小时, 两位公主公子肚子饿了. 没法啦, 只好提前收场带他们去吃 Pandamaran 最出名的 Roti Canai. 这餐厅的香味也迎来了不少 PJ人来哦. 凡是出名了, 东西的 size 就会降一级, 价钱升一级. 这就是商业, 该死的手段! 可是吃了它的印度煎饼, 价钱方面暂且绕了它吧! ^____^

不过个人认为饮水方面, 自己带水更好! Milo Ice 他妈的要你 RM2.30. WAAAAAAAAAAA! 通常都是 RM1.70-RM2.00. RM2.30 是我在 Subang 的价钱叻.

某天在 Peng 的部落格看到 "MAMAK" 这字眼, 才发现已有大半年没去 mamak档 goyang kaki 了. Hey hey, G先生! 我不定要我未来老公天天给我 American breakfast 的咯, 有时给我 Teh Tarik Roti Canai 一下也很不错. ^_____^

Roti Telur!!!!! 香香香.

中午跑了 SA Sectian 27 & 25 办点东西. Otw 去 Section 27 的路上遇见了 Bentley Continental GT. 价值大概要 RM 1,688,000. 个人不是很喜欢, 但是钱本人好喜欢. 哈哈哈.

晚上去了友人的友人的女儿"要嫁" 的自助餐. 惊讶的是准新娘才 16岁, 那你应该是知道这么回事了吧! 不方便说那么多, 只祝他们恩爱永远. 看到身旁的人都跑去结婚了, 自己有要想嫁人的冲动, 谁要娶我这大胖子? 嘻嘻.

嗯, 食物不是很好吃. 我可是很刁嘴的耶! 所以未来的老公一定很可怜. =.='''
有注意到吗? 我的水永远都是盛半杯. 我也不知道为什么, 可能习惯了吧. =)

没关系, 还好有蛋挞. 虽然也不是那么好吃. 看颜色就知道啦.
我爱包子先生的蛋挞!

回家的路上, 喜欢颜色在那里舞动. 整个人都感觉好愉快! =)

今天是 5月了. 辛苦了卖力的劳动者.
HOHOHOHOHOHO-------- 下午亲戚会下来在一个 popo家聚聚, 然后去 Telok Gong 吃大餐. 因为他们要喝椰花酒！ *_____*

Ps, 那你呢？今天会干些什么？ =)

Life takes unexpected turns,

but what makes it meaningful is the path that you create by yourself,

no matter where it takes you.

now playing Marry Me by Bruno Mars.

白痴的梦

2011-04-28T20:13:00.001+08:00

Zurich is the largest city of the Swiss Confederation (Switzerland) by land area and population. It is the financial centre of Switzerland and houses the stock exchange and the headquarters of a large number of national and international companies. National and international media agencies as well as most of the national TV channel companies are also located here.
View across Zurich from GrossmünsterBecause Zurich is the central node of the Swiss-wide train network and also runs the biggest and busiest international airport in the country, it generally is the first place where tourists arrive. Because of the city's close distance to tourist resorts in the Swiss Alps and its mountainous scenery, it is often referred to as the "portal to the Alps".

刚才下午翻书翻到不知不觉地睡去了. 也很莫名其妙地在梦里跑到了 Zürich, 就是苏黎世. 其实我是上网 Wikipedia 一下才得知它的中文名字. 呵呵. 小学时, 世界地图是我最爱的图画. 我懂很多国家的名字, 也大概知道它们的在地球上的位置. 只是上了中学, 地理变差了.

我不知道我怎么会梦到那里去漫游, 因为我也好一段时间没注意瑞士的变化. 毕竟它不再我五大最想去的国家, 虽然它有在我十大里面. =.='''

我梦见我在 Zürich Hauptbahnhof 等火车. 但是我不知道我想去哪里. 呵呵, 我有个坏习惯, 没 plan就跑到火车站, 心想去哪儿就去哪儿. 一个人的世界真悠哉. 可是那种那种感觉很奇妙, 我感觉自己真的在那里. 好逼真哦. 是 3D的吗? *___*

Zürich Hauptbahnhof

其实我也好久没在梦里旅行了. 最后一次大概有在一年前吧. 可能你说在梦里旅行好像很白痴. 对我而言, 它不是. 它给了我启示当然有时会有暗示, 天机不可泄漏. ^__^

小时后我梦过 Langkawi, Singapore, China. 但那时候我不懂那是什么东东. 因为我幼儿园都还没上呢. 可是长大了, 在巧遇之下, 我去了这些地方, 重要的是都是自己辛辛苦苦赚来的钱. 有些没列出来, 因为有家人相伴, 也不是自己完全出钱. 我家流行不 sponsor的, 所以就是为什么我常常不能答应我可以马上做到. 也谢谢老妈大人这样地磨练我. 爱死你了 ♥♥♥♥

朋友约, 去了 Langkawi. 决定 18岁前出国, 匆匆地飞去了 Singapore. 至于 China, 原本去年有机会到北京和上海的世博, 可是某些原因我取消了.

Zürich呢? 21岁? 嗯, 我还有东西要 plan, 也需要一笔钱. 可能 25 或 30之前吧. 因为还没开始工作, 也不能对自己保证那么多.

Limmat River

Zürich 真的真的很漂亮. 我又要醉去梦里了. :)
Ps, 下午睡太饱, 晚上做人妖.

I believe that we're about to accomplish something amazing.

;(

2011-04-28T13:49:00.003+08:00

WTF

WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY TWITTER!

I CAN'T SIGN IN!!!

TOOOOOO ACTIVE IN IT? DAMNSHIT!!!!!

FUCKING MOODY RIGHT NOW ;(

Now listening Make Me Wanna Die- The Pretty Reckless

Nothing conquers all.

2011-04-27T22:48:00.004+08:00

I really don't concern my family, my friends shooooo obviously. Am I shy? Not. Sometimes, I just can’t tell anybody how I really feel. Not because I don’t know why, not because I don’t know my purpose, not because I can’t trust them; but because I can’t find the right words to make them understand. Maybe my vocabulary is tooo poor. =.=''

People comes around, goes around. Well, you will never know when will they come back and look for you again. Do you know the feelings when you make plans and get excited, and it never happen. It's called "You're dumped!" like WTF.
I don't care you, you and you! But it doesn't mean I'm cold-blooded. Care is not language, I won't speak. That's why be friend with me, you'll receive none message, phone or email from me. Haha, save budgets? LOL.
I never leave my friends expect some bastards in far distance, I always be there. I leave messages in blog, twitter and facebook.

I'm not your mummy, I never say BIG GIRL DON'T CRY. Cry out, even cry your lung out I also don't bother much. Because I want you to release your sadness.

I'm not your danny, I never say 2012, I'm still the best guy for you even all the guys die. Because I'm not male.

I'm not your remote control, I never give you FUCKING PERFECT, I let you see my bad-side before you gonna meet me. Because I want you to know the world is realistic, people can act all sweet, lovely & awesome one day, then another they can just take you as if you're not there or even exist.

I'm not your follower, I never say NEXT TO YOU. Because I'm there, I'm around you. I'm fucking hate following your steps and stand behind. I'm your friend not bodyguard!

I'm not your god, I never say DREAMS COME TRUE. Because god gives you direction, I ask you to fight for it. I'm your trainer! Dream sounds lovely, C'mon! If realistic, it's called "TARGET".

I'm not your brain, I never say IT'S MY LIFE. Because don't reminisce the wonderful moment, don't blame when life is dull, don't expect good things come. Grab a oppotunities, let's work it out. Fall? Nevermind, it means you still have halfway to achieve.

Ps, there's a similiar point with my mum, we don't often contact our friends. I consider myself a crayon, I might not be the one your always use, but one day you're going to need me to complete your picture.

Friends, don't disappointed when get hurts in whatever shit things. If can't move on, change it. Let your hands do some magic. :)

I always remember be patient and tough,

because someday this pain will be useful to me.

Dream it

2011-04-25T13:55:00.003+08:00

Gimme gimme, please santa gimme a Chuck Bass! ♥♥♥
Im hungry.

Life's a bitch. You've got to go out and kick ass.

Time spent

2011-04-24T08:51:00.005+08:00

I hadn't decided yet, I was mulling it over my mind. A second call came in, she said the time was advanced to 1pm at my house. Luckily I had made perparations beforehand because I knew she always came more earlier the time that she mentioned.

Double J, Jessie and Jeslwn(hmph, I didn't know how to spell her name as pronounce by a "Jes" and a "win") were in town! Yeah, shopping and lunch. Traffic jam at most of time when you were travelling in PJ. Lunch time at BBQ Plaza, Jessie's favourite. Ordered a family set and grilled bacon roll which recommended by Jeslwn.

BBQ Plaza

Fried Rice, not bad.

Family set, lots of porkkkkksss and vege.

Seems like a century didn't eat meat. So famished huh :)

Owhhhh, her eyes shoooooo shoooooo big. Jealous.

Your truly & Jessie

Your truly :D

I hadn't take a proper picture yet and half of them gone. Yesh, no doubt. Toooooo yummy and crunchy! :))

After changed into casual look and headed to Jessie's house for nami! I ♥♥♥♥ nami much as you can call me auntieeee! When waiting the girls bathing, watched Astro 317 and I spotted this. Bubbles tea is welcoming in London and damn popular.

Girl favourite, cam-whoring. Or you could label it as self-esteem as whatever. Haha. I was toooo bored for waiting there.

Finale! They were done. Snacks as companion when playing nami.

Your truly :)

Already slim down abit. Work hard girl, I know you're not living like fighting cocks at there.

Walao-lehhhh, so pro pula. Sambil talking phone sambil playing nami.

My lovely Saturday gone, gone to the fullest.

Proper grammar will get you far in life.

Strangers, again

2011-04-23T10:51:00.001+08:00

Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable.

Josh and Marissa are at a crossroads and their future is uncertain. Josh guides us through each stage of the relationship as it formed and as he predicts it will end up as.

Pictures do talking

2011-04-22T13:29:00.006+08:00

recently...

2011-04-21T00:07:00.003+08:00

yeah, I'm waiting and welcoming May. Not why, because Im gonna be busy-bee again. Ahem, hope it really is and do. I hate to be bored, I hate my mind is blank and fucking no idea what I gonna do. Wake up, online, eat, movie, window-shopping, starbucks, eat and sleep. It is sheer torture and making me retard. I have been a long time didn't go Bukit Bintang already. I want a satisfied shopping spree!! I want foooooood!

Yup, I stopped working for a few months and going to bankrupt sooooooooooon. People will say what I just don't get a part-time job instead of always complaint this and that. Well, different people different mind. I was in dilemma during that few months. I didn't own a quality sleep. I vacillated. But this problem had been half-solved. Another half gonna waits my decision after December. Im a person who easily distracted.

Well, Im also a straight person. I say what I want, I do what I urge and no intend to hurt anyone. All my friends know it. When I earn, I will belanja you all within my capacity. When I poor, I will ask you to wait. Haha, J knows it! However, I treat you good it's doesn't mean can be bullied or take advantage of me. I hate people always telling A in front me and doing B at my back. C'mon, Im good playing in this kind of game. Please don't give a shit okay. I'll retreat you back as what you doing for me. Friend is unterstood for the basic rule, that's why I no need to give you a fucking warning. Warning makes you be a loser only. Recently, I found someone was like that. (since it's public I rewrote it again) She was that kind of drama queen. As the first time, I didn't take J's words as a clue. Because Im a person who is not bother gossip much and I only believe what I receive for my own. Time proved it truth even it was just in a short-term. Yesh, I will beware of this "virus" far far away.

Watched The Roommate just now. I rated 5.5/10. Personally thought it was abit similiar with The Orphan. Someone needed love, needed a companion and importantly they have zyprexa. Leighton Meester played her role well. That's why sometimes I loved Queen B muchbut you will see S sooooon in Green Lantern, Wootz!

Hehehehehehehehehe, Cam Gigandet makes me drooling. He is shoooo sexy hot and cute.

Okie, it was been late. I should stop now. Bye night.

Ps, Jealousy is when you realize someone has something you want and if you work real hard you can get it. Envy is when you realize someone has something you can never have no matter how hard you try.

Two Is Better Than One, Three Only makes worst!

2011-04-18T10:57:00.001+08:00

The cell phone shrilled from somewhere deep in my dream, but consciousness took over long enough for me to wonder if it was Friday. After a stunningly fast orientation process - Today is friday! Pc fair!! Means what? I was gonna going to KLCC, again. Oh-yah for godsake!

Before going to KLCC, I headed to Ikea for lunch, most correctly was brunch. Memory told me that it was been an age didn't lunch at there. Am I busy? Nope. ♥ Meatballs!!! 10 meatballs only for RM10++! :)

Regretted for me greedy. I couldn't finished all, I left four. Damnshit! After brunch, I was window-shopping in Ikea. I ♥♥♥ Ikea! Didn't know why I felt release when everytime shoppping around there. Maybe the design. I found a smart guy was busyly choosing some goods and wait! Am I paranoid? We bumped each other in a few areas and I thought he was looking at me. Haha, I was thinking tooooo much. Yup, I think Ikea is quite suitable for couple and the best damn blissful thing when both of you are dicussing what should buy, make a list and searching. Woooo, what happened to me. I also dreamed about it! Nevermind, dream never cost us. Okay, after finished shopping Ikea, something popped out in my mind, I wanna own a big big house and stuff the Ikea cupboards! ;D

Aferward, off to KLCC. I did a speedy walking in PC Fair and found nothing. So went to Miss Kwan's to have my dinner before movie started. Fish Ball Noodle(RM13.90) and Bubur Cha Cha(RM5.50). Ish, Klang town's Bubur Cha Cha was 45847095287509 times better than this!

Hehe, before eating....

Popcorn time! SREAM 4!!!!!!:D

The opening scene was very----- complex. It deconstructed how we think Scream opening scenes were supposed to play out, and characters actually voice this. So basically the opening scene wass only about opening scenes. After all I didn't think it was horror enough but the stranger who sat beside me... hmph XD

I love Kirby's hairstyle!!! It made her looks hoooooooot! :)

Yup, my weekend would be stay at home and rest. Said no more than three days hangout at KLCC! :D

:)

2011-04-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

When I grew up, found my life sounded monumentally monotonous, then I would be not in mood, especially all my damn closest buddies were not in town. Moonstruck? Perhaps. It was ain't a good thing for me when fooling around all the months. I was weird, I prefered hectic life more than you gave me pair of wings.

Thursday, I got myself out and headed to Midvalley. Mooched around the shopping malls and fall asleep in Borders. I supposed to go to have a lunch at Delicious. But something reminded me that my camera already traded out due personal reason. So changed to Carl's Jr. Goddamn, packed as usual during lunch hour.

Without a second thinking, off to KLCC. Lunched at food court, the damn cheapest in KLCC!!!! Nasi Kandar Campur Kambing(around RM5). It was quite not bad but not the best.

Kinokuniya, the next station. Actually gonna got some reference books before my course started. At last, I bought some books but reference books none. I intended to buy one books, but it costed RM200++. Due to lack of income, I cancelled. Suddenly I founded this, DU LA LA!! I watched the drama before, not bad. It was about how DU LA LA to overcome some sticky problem and how to become senior. Hmph, I didn't bought this because it was all chinese words and I was sure I will fall asleep when reading.

After more than two hours staying at Kinokuniya, movie time! Source Code! Jake Gyllenhaal :)

Finished movie and rushing back to Klang for dinner. Last day of Sushi King RM2 Bonanza!!! :) I really didn't care what ingredients polluted and I still supported Japanese fooooood! By around 9pm a long queue had formed outside the branch. After waiting half an hour and used to get inside it! Dinner time! :)
I was thinking with spec or without spec. But G mentioned I was suitable for with spec because he couldn't recognize me after took it off. Hahaha, he's good brother for me :)

On the way backed home,

Ze books I bought for today, A Whole New Mind(RM55) and The Secret(RM79.90). Finally I brought The Secret babe home. Last time at secondary school, all the friends said it was a must reading book. But they read chinese version and I bought english version. Hope I will enjoy the book! :)

ps, I heard that Love & Other Drug in M'sia was censored toooo much! Oh nooooo! I want someone help me to download that movie! :p

告白

2011-04-10T22:10:00.005+08:00

回想起来我也好久没写 true feeling 的日记, 而且是用华文. 我还感到蛮惭愧的, 因为本人的华文早已不能像以前那样洋洋洒洒地, 流畅地, 无词穷地. 其实我还真不想用华文的, 因为会被看得很 emo, despair.

老实说这几个月来, 我已没有像以往那样, 一躺下就睡到明天. 问题不断地像烟般地冒出来. 白天, 大家把我看得很轻松, 没烦恼, 没 pressure. 是的, 我的确表现得很一般. 夜里, undestructible 的问题来了. 我彷徨了很久, 也徘徊了很久很久. 除了做到靠自己能力在 18岁以前出国(虽然是很匆忙的背包旅行), 每个月吃大餐, DSLR, 剩下的 is nothing. 今年已 19岁了, 我真的没有美国时间给自己开玩笑. 我太多东西还没在限定的时间内完成. 我承认, 我荒废了一段宝贵的时期. 那一阵子的我还真颓废.

小时候, lawyer architect 一定是我必添的志愿. 长大了, 诱惑多了, 早已不清楚什么是我的志愿. 志愿可以是兴趣吗? 兴趣可以当饭碗吗? 那这饭碗能保你多久? 问题永远是 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + ... 当你没有能力去解释的时候. 没解释, 自己就会变得很慌. 在我刚出来社会的时候, 一次巧遇认识了一个路过的 designer. 我们交谈了一会儿. 他说当年的他也是坚持自己的梦想, 自己的兴趣, 打拼自己的未来. 可是现实玩弄了他. 兴趣不能给他带来稳定的收入. 他告诉了我, 兴趣是在自己的事业稳定下来才可以慢慢去追寻的. 当时的我很没任何反应的. 因为我不明白一个所谓稳定的未来可以价值多少, 一个把兴趣当作职业的可以价值多少. 后来在工作上我遇见了一个很我谈的来的顾客. 我们也谈了一会儿. 她让我明白一个人能独立, 思想清楚的意义. 她说能让你有后悔的机会就是--- 你没有把握时机. 嗯, 其实当时是用英文交谈的, 所以我用华文来描写是有点怪啦. 我点了头, 礼貌上对她说了谢谢.

有些人给我启发, 有些人也给了我些问号. 近一年下来, 速度慢了. 任何事也变得跟不上脚步. 我有些迟疑了. 有时候, 读书对我来说是很一个幸福的事. 但是还有一些更幸福的事, 是让我动心的. 但我知道那绝对不是----- 考上一件大学, 读完自己要读的科系, 催赶着该死的 assignment, 带着四方帽迎接未来. 也许某些很残酷的理由让我觉得它不幸福. 但是就因为这样的残酷让我比别人多了一个挑战, 让我有些明白什么是真实, 什么是责任, 什么是独立. 因为只有争取, 才可以让自己得到自己想要的东西.

我很谢谢我有坎坷的路. 也许我该明白什么是我该实现的志愿. 做个上进的人, take risk 然后挑战. Don't ask God to make your life easier, ask him to make you a stronger person! 是的, 就是这样. 我是个没有什么去 planning 的人. IQ老师说有 plan的人通常比较成功. 嗯, 如果你 plan了, 却没有执行到大部分的 plan. 那不是给自己带来了 bang wall的理由吗? 对, 可能我是悲观的看法. 但至少悲观有时候却给你带了一些意想不到的假设性, 那不是很妙吗? 所以我的 sudden 是大于 plan的, 也就是为什么我不会直接给人一个答案, 因为我还没有 major 性的确定.

这两年下来, 和许多大过我的人士做朋友. 老实说, 我还蛮 enjoy 的. 大于 5岁至10 岁的,我通常是属于听众的角色较多, 当然也会有发表的时候. 若较 close的, 哈哈哈, 真的是全部聊的无法无天. 意外地, 我也是个可以很妈妈桑或叔叔级的交谈. 他们会和我谈社会, 金融, 家庭+孩子, 科技. 他们也很意外我也只有 19 岁, 却有思想的一面. 大概是遗传到了妈妈吧! 哈哈, 有时我也在想, 很未来和家婆谈话应该不会是我的难题吧! 只要那不是一个很棘手的家婆! =.=

刚才和 Sharley 的一班朋友出去. 嗯, 他们都是属于 30s的. 都是开大型车的. 都是跑 sales的. 当然不是我要 being inactive, 因为我实在不熟不熟他们那一行的 process. 更何况 speak in hokkien, Sorry Im really poor in Hokkien even Im staying in Klang. Because Im not Klangian!!! 哎, 感觉把那气氛搞砸了. 他们一定认为我是半哑巴. 我还蛮觉得他们挺不错的, 有着自己的 target去拼, 有个忙不完但却会让人积极地去奋斗的岗位. 虽然坏处就是他们真的是 smokaholic, 不过也许是 pressure的理由吧. 因为我听说有时候抽一抽一口烟, 脑子还真的灵了. 谁知道, 也许哪天的我还真的要靠这一口烟呢也不定! 天下是有很多意外的惊喜发生的. 产业, 车子这些也是我将来要去拼的"必要完成之事". 半懂半不懂地听着他们的男人世界的大事(请别误解成婚姻大事), 又再次让自己愧疚. 因为自己和他们相比, 自己的生活实在是------- 无聊透顶!!!! (比较是不良行为, 小孩请勿模仿) 空档对他们而言, 有两种用法, 一种就是脑子要去转哪里去赚钱, 一种就是去 relax 一番, refresh自己. 听他们这里去, 那里去, 这里有什么新鲜事, 那里有什么新鲜事. It's definitely a huge bomb! 开始翻开了一些问题, 问问自己 30s 有了什么, 也有些了启发. 不过话说回来, 我真的是个兼职的听众! =.=

ps, 这就是为什么我喜欢看香港连续剧的一个原因, especially 有关于 economics或豪门争斗的剧情.

Okay, 想想下也好久没谈感情事了. 空档了成单身也一年多近两年, 老实说我真的不清楚. 不是说双鱼座的人都很向往爱情的吗? 怎么我是个例外呢? 也是我是个干枯的鱼吧. 学生时代, 绯闻是种流行. 我有暗恋的对象, 但有时候确实有让自己意外的理智, 因为我知道暗恋就是永远在暗恋的位置. 搬移他, 将会是个错误. 我会把暗恋看作是种鼓励, 至少让我要努力读书. 从学校出来了, 花花世界也变得不一样. 突然人变了, 爱情隔在了冷宫. 我很冷静地觉得爱情不是现在的必需品. 它, 还不是时候. 不过谁知道, 也许哪天的我还真的要让这一份情给搞定呢也不定! 天下是有很多意外的惊喜发生的.

曾经有个人, 看了我第一眼, 说出了我的想法, 还真让我大吃一惊 : "你是个清楚知道自己想要什么的人. 但是因为这样, 有时候使旁边的人很辛苦." 前面那句是称赞, 后面那句是批评. 是的, 我辛苦了两个男人. 第一个, 我们很莫名地在一起, 他也常来我的家, 阿嫲也很喜欢他. 但是我们也很莫名地分开. 原因也没什么, 那一晚的通话, 我很恨. 我是个有空间癖的人. 我讨厌霸占我全部时间的人, 奇怪的我不认为爱情就是要你你我我地时时刻刻在一起, 或许我没遇上对的人导致爱情里的我有点冷血, 或许是我真的理智过渡了. 我想他现在一定恨死我了吧. 第二个, 可以说我都点心动. 但是有些原因, 我减少了和他出来, 也渐渐地失去联络.

有时候我也很纳闷自己. 为什么又为什么, 我就是不能傻傻地享受爱情的滋味呢. 就是自己的清楚让自己不轻易进行一场 relationship. 我很闪电, 来得慢, 结束时却让人恨死我的快. 伤心是有的, 只是我不能挽回什么. 是的, 遇上对的人就好比在中国的一片陆地上找一根自己掉了的针. 结果处理的方法是把这爱情问题给冷落了. 事业+打拼是我该做好的事. 虽然有时还被身旁的人提醒了一下: "嘿, 林姑婆, 你以为你真的是林姑婆吗?" 我呵呵地笑着. 在这一行, 我真的有一套霹雳无敌怪的想法. 很男性朋友也保持着关系. 不过还是上面的那一句: 谁知道, 也许哪天的我还真的要让一份对的情给搞定呢也不定! 天下是有很多意外的惊喜发生的.

我很抱歉那些介绍好康的朋友. 哈哈, 真的, 我还是希望和他们做朋友. 因为我太忙了!!!!! 哈哈! XDD

好了, 好了, 我还真的 post了一个很烦的长的日记! =.=

Maybe The World Would Be A Little Nicer

2011-04-07T00:48:00.003+08:00

Maybe the world would be a little nicer if everyone…

•Stopped just LISTENING to a friend’s problems and started actually CARING about them. Believe me; they’ll be able to tell the difference.

•Said hello to a random stranger. Some people might give you a weird look, but you never know when you’re missing out on meeting someone amazing because of words unspoken.

•Walked away from an argument before they say something they’ll regret later. Once you set your mind to it, it’s not hard to be the bigger person.

•Stopped caring about what everyone else thinks. If you have time to care, then you’re not really living life.

•Didn’t believe what people who DON'T MATTER say. They’re just trying to hurt you, so don’t bother listening.

•Expressed what they feel. Even anger and hurt are better than no emotion at all.

•Apologized when they know they’re wrong. Pride can’t keep you company on a cold night.

•Allowed themselves to love. It’s better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

•Complained about their lives less. Everyone has problems, some worse than others, but complaining never solves anything.

•Tried a little harder to achieve their dreams. Because without dreams, what else are we living for?

•Helped someone even when they didn’t ask for it. Sometimes two simple little words like “Help me” becomes the most difficult thing to say.

•Prayed. It doesn’t matter what you say, how you say it, or what god you say it to, as long as you have enough faith left to care and care enough to have faith.

•Just laughed. Laughing is so much more important than we give it credit for.

•Were a bit more optimistic. We make our hell, our heaven too, with how we act, and what we do.

•Had a best friend. Friendship is a precious gift...try not to lose it.

•Moved past the bad things. There are times in life when there isn’t a solution or an explanation, and we have no other choice but to, Just. Move. On.

•Shared their wisdom. The next generation needs guidance just as much as you once did…even if they won’t admit it.

•Stopped with prejudice. Everyone deserves a chance, so give them one.

- Danielle Hobos